Back to Basics

I wish that I could say that I've done well with my eating throughout this process, but that could not be further from the truth. I've eaten anything and everything over the past couple of weeks...and I feel gross. I feel heavy, tired, and just that I've set myself back. All of my meals on the road were whatever was convenient, and honestly, I could have made much better choices. I ate burgers, sandwiches, mexican, pasta, sweets...Oh Lord, the desserts...I'm ashamed. I ate chocolate, pie, bread pudding, drank non-diet drinks on several occasions...just...ugh. I dislike myself a good bit right now..

But ya know what? It happened, it's over, moving on. Now I can get back on track, start feeling good again, start running again, just getting back to being myself. I have NEVER been so excited to start eating healthy again. It was awesome to not have to think about what I was doing (although I subconsciously paid attention), but I am fully mentally prepared to regain my focus. I haven't weighed in a couple of weeks, but I don't need to. I know it's not good, I know I've gained a little of the weight back. I also know how to fix it. I did it after the Christmas Feast Month of 2012, so I know that I can bounce back from this.

I won't lie and say that I didn't completely enjoy myself, because I did, quite a bit. But I enjoy feeling good about myself much, much more. I also want to get back to what this blog was in the first place. I appreciate it's evolution into what it has become, but I am looking to get back to writing about my weight loss journey. For a while, there wasn't much journey to speak of, but now I have some real work to do, so here we go :)